All lies

a day or two after an unexpected talk with "someone", here i am, writing this shit while waiting for my shift at work to end. a hopeless attempt on expressing how i feel.

I saw you cry for her

there I was, just a stare

my hands were shaking

I smiled though I was faking

I thought I was numb enough

I wanted you to fuck off

everyone knows I've moved on

but just after dawn

my wall was beaten down

all of a sudden, sadness was in the air

I though I was in the freezer

when you told me and saw how you loved her,

I don't know how it happened

somehow I was startled

I started doubting

what I've been feeling,

now I can't help but look at you

and think about the things we used to do

I tried to make you love me

I even let my heart get stung by a bee

got so stupid because of you

did things I never thought I'd do

I hate you, honestly

I want you to fall badly

now I see you hurting

I don't know what is it I'm feeling

here I am, now in doubt

and I just cant help but pout

you told me something

'dunno how you got me thinking

I will now forget the things we talked about

to help me not doubt

still I'm hoping, tomorrow we'll be good friends

lets see how things will end

for now, my kisses to you I send